everything happens for a reason. i apologize to my one reader now (sorry kurt), the only one i've given access too, but htis blog might have to go deeper underground. writing, i need the diary of alicia keys. too bad about myspace. it was perfect. i got to inform my friends all at once. some lame chauncey had to ruin it for all of us. i should just excommunicate her. fuck the friend baramoter and west side till i die.

but fuck check it out. i jumped rope the other day. and i disturbed my kinfolk. soy un perdido. i'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me.

i'm too nice to play poker because when i do i just want to kill mutherfuckers!

you know what, i wish i could be all mainstream and asskissy, but i can't! it's just not in my makeup! people are stupid. when they are in front of me, i get mad. but am i stupid at times and should i be more tolerant. after, tolerance and acceptance is a kind gesture. i wish i was more inherently nice. i hate people. people are stupid. i fantasize about punching the really irritating ones. hell is other people. sartre was so right. i want to slap some fools. but would never for fear of reprecussions.

i'm so convoluted. spitting snake time. fuck the world! in the same breath. life is beautiful! thank you! love! i'm so grateful!

for real! i'm so blessed. but surfing the crimson tide. and drunk. and down from the gambling. where's my fucking intervention.

no one understands.

except for everyone! bipolar is hard let me tell you.

i jumped rope for the first time in what seemed like at least over a decade, and boy oh boy the cliche easy as jumping rope is full of shit. it's hard!

if life gets you down, think of what it's like to be locked in a bathroom all day. yet pru is so resillant and happy.

life, i love it, even when it's weird. what the fuck bambi make it fucking rain on me already. i gamble. not just on games of chance, but in the game of life. life is a fucking game. fuck this and fuck that. i'm super over it already and think it's stupid. i roll my eyes at it. scoff. fuck it! if you can't beat them...fuck it!!!@@!#!@#^$&*^%$^%$%^&^*&$#%@#